A True Love Story(JSR)

5 march 2008

hey

please dont cry for me at least!

i know that i am a very very bad girl who always try of ways to go far from u but i think that i dont think of ways going far from u but u can understand me that i love my parents too! i know that u will of course take care of that fiza that she dont say anything to my dad par i am very scared that if she does anything like that then wat? par u dont worry i will handle that by saying lot of things to my dad aur agar zaroorat padega to i will tell the truth also! nobody will stop me that day i tell u this and that's a promise!

Then y do u keep telling such rubbish things of our getting seperated?

"i never had want it , neither want now n nor will wish to be seperated anytime not even after my death!"

janto ho aapne mujhe kaha tha na ki "zindagi me kabhi bhi mat rona" us din phone pe jab main ro rahi thi?

yes u remember it! COME ON!

ya so u know wat?

each time i feel to cry no i just stop myself !

u know y?

ONLY BECAUSE "U" TOLD ME THAT TO NOT TO CRY!

U FOOL!!!

N U SAY THAT LEAVE THE TUTION!

KITNA AASANI SE YE SOCH LIYE NA KI MAIN TO TUTION KITNE AARAM SE CHOD DUNGI?

PAR AAPNE YEH NAHI JANA KI USKO CHODNE ME MUJHE KITNI SAAAARI TALEEFEN HO SAKTI HAI ?

I KNOW THAT I CAN AND I WILL FACE TROUBLE OR U CAN SAY I WILL FIGHT FOR MY LOVE!

AAPKO KYA YE MALOOM HAI KI YAHI BAATEN TO MUJHE AAPKE AUR NASDEEK LE AATI HAI!

WO AAP HI THE JISNE US LADKI TO PYAAR KA WO MATLAB SAMJHAYA JO KI DUNIYA KO EK BEWAFAON KA DUNIYA SAMAJHTI THI

AUR USE LAGTA THA KI DUNIYA ME JITNE BHI PROBLEM HAI SAB SIRF USI KE WAJAH SE THE!

AAP WAHI HO JISNE USKO APNE AAP SE PYAAR KARNA SIKHAYA !

AAP WAHI HO JISSE AB WO ITNA PYAAR KARNE LAGI HAI KI AB TO SHAYAD KHUDA BHI CHAHE TO O MOHOBBAT NAHI MITA SAKTA HAI!

AAP WAHI HO JISNE USKE LIFE ME KHUSHIYON KI BHARMAR KAR DI HO!

AAP WAHI HO JISNE US DO GR8 MOM AND DAD SE MILAYA JO KI USNE KABHI NA DEKHA NA SUNA THA!

BAS AB MAIN AUR KUCH BHI NAHI KAHOONGI!

AAP BAS ITNA SAMAJH LIGIYE KI IF U DONT LOVE ME ALSO NA THEN I SHALL WAIT FOR U TILL ETENITY TILL DEATH ARRIVES ON MY DOOR!

PLEASE DONNNNNTTT CRY FOR ME! AND IF NOT THEN FOR AFRA AT LEAST!

pleas enever cry in life

today i have said u this now lets see!

aur ek baat

pyaar ka matlab dikhawa nahi hota hai

ki agar main ek din me kitne baar me aapko miss call deti hoon ya kitne baar apko sms karti hoon ya to fir kine baar baat karti hoon!

par pyaar ka matlab ye hota hai ki judaai ke kitne dino baad bhi aap us shaqs ko pehchaan bhi sakte hai ki nahi!

pyaar ka matlab to dilon ke us mazbooti ko kehte hai jo ki kabhi bhi kisi aur ke kahe hue koi baat par bhi jude rahe !

now u understand na that my love has its no end !

never ever think that i dont love u!

i love u very much

miss u very much but wat to do its a part of life

all have to live and lead it

hai na?

yeah man!

thats the spirit

never cry

always keep laughing

n gulathi marte rahiyega

bye!

wen i'll be back from my gwalior trip i will send u message!

now bye

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12th November 2008

hiiiiiiiii

hey y arn't u replying me?

wait i know the reason

i want to ask u something very important

us din diwali par jis tarah se aapki aankhein mujhe dekh rahi thi i cannot forget those eyes

aapki aakhein aur aapka chehra mere saamne hamesha ghumta rehta hai even during my xamz u know!!!

ur eyes said to me something that i cannot express in words

there was so much pain n exitement in them at the same time

n so i hav understood all ur isharaas!!!

hee hee!!

mere ko pehle se hi shak tha par even when harshita told me abt u that u had told her that "u loved me"

tab mere dimaag me ye baat aaya tha ki uska to aadat hai mazak karna n

tab mere ko vishvaas nahi hua tha n i said her that no he cannot do that to me n i said to her thinking that she was lying that let it be na yaar n she used to tease me very often n u too !!!

i understood everything that time also but i dint tell u anything or discussed abt that thinking that if it would be lie then wat will u think!!!!!!

i also told her that when u had told me friend then u will surely not mix the relationship of friendshhip n love

but as we all know that "friendship is the first step of love"

n so from some days i m seeing some changes in u towards me n plz dont lie me its love only

if it is then plz be frank to me n tell me

i promise u that i will not break our friendship it will be exactly as it is

but i m a little-little happy abt it also to hav u

but i hav closed the doors of love in my life!!!(as i told u earlier)

n yes i m also not upset coz it happens but plz i want to end it before it gets aggrevated!!

if u think that i m right then plz reply me frankly abt everything as we hav done till now!!!

plz plz tell me the truth i wont be angry

plzzzzzzzzzz

3rd march 2008

hey hi
u know wat
mera mob ka balance katam ho chuka hai n aaj yani monday ko subah me i came out in the morn at abt 7:30 to 8:00 am but couldnt find u anywhere anyways n that my dad dint went to his office today and was whole day with me n so ws not able to talk to u on cell
anyways i know that u will understand that n for now
i gotta go
kisi tarah abhi message kar rahi hoon
parso bua aa gayegi
ab to sirf mere gwalior se lautne ke baad hi cell pe baat ho payega
tab tak sirf mail
thanx for u understanding me
bye
love u
love u
love u
love u
miss u
miss u
miss u
miss u
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

16th March 2008

hey wat happened

kyon aisa ho raha hai

first i saw our neha api name then i was just like top of the world but wen i saw that its another neha then i felt like i should slap myself and see weather i am seeing the right thing or not!

arre kyon aisa ho raha hai

this is not right

plzzzzzzzzzzz do something dude

warna meri sari umeed par pani fir jayega!

plz plz do something for him

and u to pata nahi main kya kahoo aapko

family me aakhir kar sabko pata chal hi gaya na

u to! main kya kahoon!

gr8test on this earth!

anyways ye acha hi hua ek tarah se

kyon ki kabhi na kabhi to sabko pata chalna hi hai

aaj jab main tution gayi thi na to sir jab bole ki aaj tution nahi hai to mujhe to jaise rahat mil gayi ho par wo rahat bhi zyada der ke liye nahi raha kyon sir phir bole ki "neha zara idhar aao to"

tab to mera jaise pura badan kaap gaya tha ki pata nahi sir kya kahenge

par mera luck acha tha ki usi samay faiza udhar aa gayi aur kuch bolne lagi to maine baat me taal kar main sir ko bas bye bol kar chali gayi thi!

hee hee

very funny na?

but wat to do i m like this only!

kal to pata nahi kya hone wala hai

kal to meri ache se khichai hogi

anyways lets see wat happens tomorrow

byeeeeeeee

21st November 2008

yes even mere saath bhi yahi haal hai that how much i can talk to u in orkut its not the same in tution!

n u know wat jab jab aap mere saamne hote hai tab to dheere dheere dil dhadakta rehta hai par jab aapko dekhti hoon to phir to dil "out of control" ho jata hai!!!!!!

the story i tell u was just

GR8, SUPERB, MIND-BLOWING

N AS BEAUTIFUL AS ME N AS HANDSOME AS U!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY I MUST TELL U THAT U HAVE SOOOO GR888 THOUGHTS NA THAT IF I START TO HEAR THEM THEN I SHALL PASS ALL MY LIFE WITH U N ONLY U

N HEARING UR DASHING STORIES!!!!!!!

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